{"id":1628,"date":"2021-11-28T19:30:22","date_gmt":"2021-11-28T17:30:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.raul.ee\/?p=1628"},"modified":"2022-01-13T19:38:17","modified_gmt":"2022-01-13T17:38:17","slug":"icant-breathe-2021","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/raul.ee\/et\/icant-breathe-2021\/","title":{"rendered":"iCANT BREATHE 2021"},"content":{"rendered":"<section id=\"huge_it_videogallery_content_20\" class=\"gallery-video-content\"\r\n         data-gallery-video-id=\"20\"\r\n         data-gallery-video-perpage=\"5\">\r\n    <div id=\"huge_it_videogallery_container_20\"\r\n         class=\"huge_it_videogallery_container super-list variable-sizes clearfix view-lightbox-gallery\"\r\n         data-show-center=\"off\">\r\n        <div id=\"huge_it_videogallery_container_moving_20\"\r\n             class=\"super-list variable-sizes clearfix\">\r\n            <input type=\"hidden\" class=\"pagenum\" value=\"1\"\/>\r\n            <input type=\"hidden\" id=\"total\" value=\"1\"\/>\r\n                            <div data-id=\"52\"\r\n                     class=\"video-element_20 video-element\" tabindex=\"0\"\r\n                     data-symbol=\"RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021\"\r\n                     data-category=\"alkaline-earth\">\r\n                    <div class=\"image-block_20\">\r\n                                                    <a class=\"vyoutube huge_it_videogallery_item group20\"\r\n                               href=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ZP6u5H6Cqrk\"\r\n                               title=\"RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021\"\r\n                               data-id=\"52\">\r\n                                <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"\/\/img.youtube.com\/vi\/ZP6u5H6Cqrk\/mqdefault.jpg\"\r\n                                     alt=\"RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021\"\/>\r\n                                <div class=\"play-icon youtube-icon\"><\/div>\r\n                            <\/a>\r\n                                                <\/div>\r\n                                            <div class=\"title-block_20\">\r\n                                                    RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021                                                <\/div>\r\n                                    <\/div>\r\n                                <div data-id=\"51\"\r\n                     class=\"video-element_20 video-element\" tabindex=\"0\"\r\n                     data-symbol=\"RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021\"\r\n                     data-category=\"alkaline-earth\">\r\n                    <div class=\"image-block_20\">\r\n                                                    <a class=\"vyoutube huge_it_videogallery_item group20\"\r\n                               href=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/x4JHEBe3y9o\"\r\n                               title=\"RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021\"\r\n                               data-id=\"51\">\r\n                                <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"\/\/img.youtube.com\/vi\/x4JHEBe3y9o\/mqdefault.jpg\"\r\n                                     alt=\"RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021\"\/>\r\n                                <div class=\"play-icon youtube-icon\"><\/div>\r\n                            <\/a>\r\n                                                <\/div>\r\n                                            <div class=\"title-block_20\">\r\n                                                    RAJANGU - iCANT BREATHE 2021                                                <\/div>\r\n                                    <\/div>\r\n                                <div data-id=\"49\"\r\n                     class=\"video-element_20 video-element\" tabindex=\"0\"\r\n                     data-symbol=\"RAJANGU: iCANT BREATHE. 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DESPIRATION SHOW IN 3 MIXES<\/h2>\n<p><strong>RAUL RAJANGU<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>iCANT BREATHE<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>BREATHING OURSELVES TO DEATH<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>DESPIRATION SHOW IN 3 MIXES<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Non fui, fui, non sum, non curo.<\/em><br \/>\nEpicurus<\/p>\n<p>\u201eMind ei olnud, ma olin, mind ei ole, ma ei hooli\u201c, \u00fctleb Epikuros ja tema t\u00fc\u00fcne jahedus toob hoobilt p\u00e4he \u00fched teised s\u00f5nad. \u201e<em>Mama, I can\u00b4t breathe<\/em>\u201c. Need ameeriklase George Floydi surmaeelsed, k\u00fcmneid kordi k\u00e4hisetud s\u00f5nad, millest l\u00f5puks vaid korin (ja <em>BLM<\/em>i slogan) sai, v\u00f5tavad globaalse pandeemia-ajastu prohvetlikult kokku. Miljonid s\u00f5na otsese m\u00f5ttes l\u00e4mbunud SarsCoV-19 surnud j\u00e4\u00e4vadki igavesti korisema ja nende surmaeelsed piinad panevad meid tunnistama: \u201eMeie veel hingame, aga enam ei halasta\u201c. Juba ammu enam ei halasta. Ei halasta ainsalegi Teisele, ei loodusele, loomadele ega taimedele.<\/p>\n<p>Tegelikult ei halasta me enam ka iseendile. Meist ongi saanud iseendi Teine, kellele tulebki p\u00f5lv igavesti k\u00f5rile suruda \u2013 kuni me l\u00e4mbume. Ja meie juba ei halasta! Aga kummaline on see, et need Teised (veel?) halastavad, halastab loodus, halastavad taimed ja loomad, isegi kurikuulus wicked virus, nurjatu viirus halastab. Sest absoluutne enamus meist on ikka veel alles, ka peale halastamatut Worldometer\u00b4i iga\u00f6\u00f6p\u00e4evast laibaloendust. Kauaks veel?<\/p>\n<p>Globaalne hingamine kiireneb ja kiireneb, halastamatult ja metsikult. T\u00e4na me juba l\u00f5\u00f5tsutame, hingeldame, \u00e4giseme ja koriseme kurjakuulutavalt \u2013 kuumusest, \u00f5udusest, hirmust, lootusetusest. Kooshingamisest \u2013 <em>con spirare<\/em> \u2013 on saanud silmitu ja n\u00fcri konspiroloogia, mis ei m\u00e4ngi enam reegleid j\u00e4rgides v\u00f5idu peale (<em>win-lose<\/em> strateegia), v\u00f5i reeglitega \u2013 nii et k\u00f5ik v\u00f5idavad <em>(win-win<\/em>). Vaid \u00fcldse ilma igasuguste reegliteta \u2013 mis t\u00e4hendab, et l\u00f5puks kaotavad k\u00f5ik (<em>lose-lose<\/em>). \u00dckskord me kaotame niikuinii!<\/p>\n<p>Ainult hingamisharjutused saavad meid p\u00e4\u00e4sta. \u201eJ\u00e4lgi oma hingamist\u201c, vastab kultusfilosoof Yuval Noah Harari k\u00fcsimusele parima n\u00f5uande kohta, mida ta eales saanud. Ja halvim n\u00f5uanne talle? \u201eJ\u00e4rgi oma s\u00fcdant\u201c. <em>Sic<\/em>!<\/p>\n<p>Seep\u00e4rast olen VAAL galerii lavastanud totaalse ruumi-installatsioonina: viis autoritehnikas tahvelmaali on m\u00e4ssitud kineetiliste objektide ja audioprojektsioonide v\u00f5rku, luues painajaliku, \u00fclik\u00fcllusliku ja vohava, aga samas reetliku hingeldamis-, hingeheitmis- ja l\u00e4mbumisruumi. Ruumi, mis on \u00fchteaegu m\u00fctoloogiline ja s\u00f5na otseses m\u00f5ttes transtsendentne ning virtuaalne, s\u00f5na otsese m\u00f5ttes s\u00fc\u00fctult taevane ja igavikuline, s\u00f5na otsese m\u00f5ttes <em>nunc stans<\/em>. Aga samal ajal <em>nunc fluens<\/em> \u2013 t\u00e4iuslikult siin-ja-praegu, t\u00e4iuslikult immanentne ja aktuaalne, t\u00e4iuslikult <em>flow<\/em>! Ruumi, mis on ps\u00fchhedeelselt teraapiline, aga toimib suitsidaalselt \u2013 me lihtsalt unustame hingamise! V\u00f5i \u2013 hingeldame ennast surnuks. V\u00f5i oleme nagu trikster Odin, kes ennast \u00fcheksaks \u00f6\u00f6ks ja p\u00e4evaks maailmapuu Yggdrasili k\u00fclge \u00fcles poob. Mis pole ju muud kui rituaalne autoerootiline k\u00e4gistamine. Milleks? Et saada orgiastilise n\u00e4gemuse l\u00e4bi teadjaks.<\/p>\n<p>VAALa f\u00fc\u00fcsiline ruum tuletab meile \u00fchtlasi meelde, et mistahes suletud s\u00fcsteem \u2013 digitaalne, majanduslik, sotsiaalne, metaf\u00fc\u00fcsiline, spirituaalne v\u00f5i seksuaalne \u2013 toimib nagu Exit Bag, eutanaasiapraktikates kasutatav kliendis\u00f5bralik heeliumi v\u00f5i l\u00e4mmastikuga t\u00e4idetud kilekott, mille iga <em>wannabe<\/em> surnu peab sertifitseeritud assistendi juuresolekul p\u00e4he t\u00f5mbama. Jah, iga suletud s\u00fcsteem on l\u00f5puks omaenese suletuse ohver, entroopia teeb sellele varem v\u00f5i hiljem l\u00f5pu. Mis t\u00e4hendab, et iga hinget\u00f5mme on \u00fchtaegu ka hinge tagasi-t\u00f5mme, t\u00f5mme-surma- poole, t\u00f5mme l\u00f5pu poole.<\/p>\n<p>Aga kuiv\u00f5rd <em>das Dasein ist rund<\/em>, olemine on \u00fcmmargune \u2013 nagu Karl Jaspers v\u00e4idab \u2013, siis iga t\u00f5mme surma poole on \u00fchtlasi t\u00f5mme elu poole. Ja negentroopia <em>aka<\/em> s\u00fcntroopia teeb igast l\u00f5pust alguse ja igast surmast elu. Sest kurjakuulutavad termod\u00fcnaamika seadused ja entroopia on \u00f5htumaise koloniaalideoloogia j\u00e4tkamine teiste vahenditega, kapitalistliku surmakultuse ja nekrolaatrilise kasvu-, laienemis- ja kasumi-ideoloogia v\u00e4gagi edukas teaduslik legitimeerimiskatse.<\/p>\n<p>Olemine on avatud ja ei allu ei lagunemise ega kokkut\u00f5mbumise \u2013 ega ka mitte laienemise ja kasvu imperatiividele. Ja surmahirm pole muud kui eluhirm.<\/p>\n<p><em>The rest is inception.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Performance<\/em> \u201edis-ease\u201c<\/strong> avamisel Kadri Sirel (EE) ja Andrea van der Kuil (LAV)<br \/>\n<strong>Kontseptuaalne versioon<\/strong> igal reedel<br \/>\n<strong>Kogupere versioon<\/strong> igal laup\u00e4eval<br \/>\n<strong>Transkontseptuaalne versioon<\/strong> muul ajal<br \/>\n<strong>Avatud<\/strong>\u00a001.XII 2021 &#8211; 22.XII 2021, VAAL galerii, Tallinn, Eesti<\/p>\n<p><strong>Kuraator &amp; produtsent<\/strong> Kalev Rajangu<br \/>\n<strong>Tekstid<\/strong> Kalev Rajangu<br \/>\n<strong>T\u00e4nud<\/strong> EESTI KULTUURKAPITAL, VAAL GALERII, VOLUME DESIGN O\u00dc,<br \/>\nHeldur Hammer, Mart Erik, Henri Papson, Jaan Kolberg, Frank Adrian Klemens<\/p>\n<p><strong>Copyright \u00a9 Luminoso Enchantnment Group, Inc. 2021<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>BREATHING OURSELVES TO DEATH. DESPIRATION SHOW IN 3 MIXES RAUL RAJANGU iCANT BREATHE BREATHING OURSELVES TO DEATH DESPIRATION SHOW IN 3 MIXES Non fui, fui, non sum, non curo. 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